Giving Up

31 Wednesday Oct 2018

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Giving up on something is the right thing to do
when things start hurting than doing good to you
and you are mostly confident that you want to let go
because you realise there’s nothing more to show

Taking the decision of moving on with your life first
eager to get down to hard work to satisfy your thirst
is a mind game of all sorts of feelings and thoughts
strictly personal as no one will give you the props

There should be no guilt when choosing a better life
this is all we are all after, however it’s not a strife
do not get confused by other people choosing this or not
this is only about you and what you want to reach out for

Sweet Floyd

30.10.2018

Celebration

30 Sunday Sep 2018

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It’s about to rain outside
and I can’t go out and play
I ‘m still on a one way ride
to a place I cannot yet say

The summer has gone for sure alright
uncertainty put me on idle mode
didn’t even feel the need to write
nothing really inspiring along the road

New beginnings, change of course
ending things that can’t go on
reaching milestones of all sorts
anything that can make me strong

It’s about to rain outside
and I can’t go out and play
I need to stay inside and write
a celebration of all I didn’t say

…during the summer.

Sweet Floyd

30.09.2018

Here’s to New Beginnings

31 Thursday May 2018

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Here’s to new beginnings
for one more time
another try to succeed
another try to survive

Need to reform, no excuses
nothing to complain for
the obstacles from the past
can hold me back no more

I ‘ll put myself together
I ‘ll get on track
this is a promise to myself
there’s no going back

Sweet Floyd

31.05.2018

Tough (Josie’s Apology)

29 Sunday Apr 2018

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It’s tough to break up
even if it’s the right thing to do
when saying “this can’t go on”
some guilt is overcoming you

She’s too good to deserve this
and I ‘m too bad to deserve her
and this conflict can get disturbing
unless I get to tell her

Perhaps it’s bad timing for me
perhaps it’s just me being too demanding
either way this can’t go on like this
it’s always tough to be the one ending

… it! Sorry Josie!

Sweet Floyd

29.04.2018

The Last Walk VI: Aftermath I

31 Saturday Mar 2018

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Accepting that someone has gone away forever
takes years of inner grief and recovering from the shock
but you really have no other choice but just remember
the good times on which your mind automatically puts a lock

And once this lock applies you never forget
they just keep coming back at you at times
not necessarily a bad thing to happen so no regret
but it feels weird and sometimes brings cries

Come to think of it there’s no harm on me
that last walk has been for 6 years a motivation
and even though I haven’t done anything to show me
at least I remember our last day of pure inspiration

And now it’s starting to push me into new beginnings
but there’s no pressure or false persuasion of mind
perhaps if I push a bit will lead to a few winnings
this optimistic sense of hope, is what I need to find

The last walk remains deep inside as an aftershock
it may be frozen for now but it will come back up
I can feel it already starting to push away shellshock
point is I haven’t reached the point yet to give up

Sweet Floyd

31.03.2018

Replanning

28 Wednesday Feb 2018

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You ‘ve failed to move on
for years and years now
and you are still holding on
still trying to make it somehow

Have you considered changing course?
seems like you are heading wrong
of all your beliefs, do’s and don’ts
continuous adaptation should be on top

Don’t force yourself not to let go
changing plans doesn’t mean giving up
you need to be adaptable you know
if moving on keeps failing try moving up

Sweet Floyd

28.02.2018

Sex

30 Tuesday Jan 2018

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You feel great when you are at it
it rarely fails to displease you
you know there’s nothing more candit
especially when the one is with you

You are acting like an animal
your mind gets drunk by your senses
you are indeed an animal
right from the point it commences

It doesn’t change from being physical
you can’t remember your first time anymore
you can’t say it has become rather typical
especially when the one is coming back for more

A description doesn’t need to be
nor does need to be communicated
it’s something personal and unique
when the one doesn’t say it’s complicated

Sweet Floyd

30.01.2018

Addiction

04 Monday Dec 2017

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I said I won’t do it again
Yet here I am coming back
doing what I said I won’t do again
feeling guilty after I ‘m done

Looking for the right excuses
to convince myself this one’s the last
but who am I really kidding
this happened hundreds of times in the past

it’s hard for me to understand
that even though I know it will return
there’s nothing I can do to stop
I can’t control myself I give in for another turn

it’s another battle I need to fight
and I need to keep fighting until I win
until I am strong enough to turn away
and never ever again give in

Sweet Floyd

04.12.2017

Keyword: Impossible

15 Sunday Oct 2017

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I seek no revenge for it is always my mistake
That I haven’t considered that happening
Instead,
I learn from it and move on

In this life,
Chances are,
I‘ll be in a similar situation sooner than I will most likely foresee

After all,
Everything is a matter of management
And in order to manage a situation
You have to know beforehand and be ready
For all possible and impossible outcomes
Keyword: impossible

Sweet Floyd

15.10.2017