D.I.D.

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I wanted to finish all my thoughts
but there was no time at all
I needed to focus on only two songs
as if one wasn’t enough at all

So I did.

I felt I had to push my self forwards
to make me a better candidate
but I managed to turn my self inwards
and became a better introverted me

Yes I did.

All I ever wanted was to fulfill my dreams
and I am not there yet
everything else is delaying this it seems
and I ‘m stuck

D.I.D.

Days In Delay…

Sweet Floyd

31.05.2013

Pursuing the Choice to Change

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the dream is far from getting real
and started to lose its glory appeal
I am left with a dream in my mind
but the strength to realize it seems hard to find

my body is becoming more and more weak
my spirit is slowly getting used to the easy life’s trip
and wants to settle down and change direction
get some rest; enough of this freedom persuasion

the mind however insists on saying no
I have to walk until the end of the road
finish what I started and get what I want
have the choice to change any way I feel like
because now I don’t

Sweet Floyd

25.04.2013

The Last Walk – Intro

it’s been a year and it’s been empty
I ‘m still in denial but about to accept it
the realization is getting closer
it’s in my head
almost

still have nothing to say about it
as life and death is like that I know it
someone is missing from my reality
that’s in my head
I think

a strange feeling to say the least
weird that it doesn’t take out the beast
to smash, to hurt, to shout
even in my head
nothing

it’s been a year but I ‘m far more old
the mind is clear but the heart is cold
the last walk is the best memory of all
it’s still in my head
he’s still in my mind
alive and well

Sweet Floyd

31.03.2013

S.O.A.L.

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delve into your soul
find your darkest secrets
embrace them all
but don’t try to kill them
they will turn against you

feel them instead
try to understand them
and then turn them to good
use them for something better
than satisfy you

in case you are unable
try and keep them locked
far away from the real world
have them controlled
but don’t feed them too much

they will drive you insane
for they are your instincts
your animal instincts
that nature blessed you with
in order to survive

delve into your soul
find evil first and then good
while evil is inherent
good needs some encourament
from you to come out

delve into your soul
find your self of another level
meet your self at another level
it will give you enough
to move on

Sweet Floyd

24.02.2013

Note

I want you to note this
I will manage to succeed
I will knock down any problems
that might try to change this

I want you to note that
I am going to stay human
I am not going to change
and I will not go mad

I want you to take this note
and show it to me in years
when I will have forgotten about this
and think I cannot handle the load

This is a message in a bottle to me
I ‘ll throw it in the ocean of life
hoping the future will wash it up back one day
and remind me of me before I came to be

Sweet Floyd

31.01.2013

Outcry

once upon a time I had a lot to say
but I have changed now
life changed me somehow
and now I have nothing to say

as if life sucked the life out of me
and the sense of apathy grew
and fuck-all became one of the few
things you will most often hear from me

I don’t care; fuck-all is sweet
it’s straight
it’s in your face
and much better than weep

but where did all the anger go
where did ambition
only keeper is intuition
why; I don’t care I don’t want to know

once upon a time I had a lot do
but I am changed now
life changed me somehow
and I want to have nothing to do

because I don’t care; fuck-all is sweet
keeps you calm and cool
and maybe turns you into a fool
but oh well, there’s nothing I would like to do
never again than weep
no more weep
no care indeed

Sweet Floyd

15.12.2012

Mistake

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you knew it would come to this
you knew but you moved on anyway
you were saying goodbye to bliss
and you chose the wrong decision to take

Life is that way you know and whether good or bad
it is clear to you there’s no way of turning back
and all that remains is the good times you had
until it is time for your mistakes to pay back

Payback time and you have to suffer
as soon as you accept this the sooner you recover
the sooner you find the strength to confront them
the sooner you decide when payback is finally over

Unless you think there is still hope inside
hope to make things right and relieve yourself
from misery, depression that lead you to mental suiside
no matter how bad never allow that to yourself

And then you remember yourself going wrong
you thought it was wrong the moment you did it
but you fell for it again knowing it won’t take long
for you to regret about it and think you can fix it

Mistake that haunts you for life and even more
it’s right here to remind you of when you went wrong
so that you don’t do something stupid like before
but you had the chance once and the next one to come
might take long

Sweet Floyd

16.11.2012

One Day Stand

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we lied on the ground
we moved carelessly around
we tried to be happy with each other
with everything else we didn’t bother

you were smiling all the time
you were close to becoming mine
you said we had something to be proud of
you could see that I was happy because of

I had dreamt of this a while back
I forgot about time until it got dark
I never wanted to leave from there
I never stopped dreaming about us being there

we realised it was time to leave
we could hear by then each other breathe
we never thought about this before
we hoped that after this there would be more

Sweet Floyd

31.10.2012

Strange Moment

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there are thoughts inside my head begging to come out
they are trying to become words in my mouth to shout
they force me to help them and don’t let me calm down
but they are not ready yet
not ready to come out yet
otherwise I ‘d had known
you would have known

if thoughts haunt your mind and don’t let you breathe
help them get out of you
if whispers are calling you and you don’t let them in
they ‘ll scare the hell out of you
halt and embrace them
give a chance to them
to help you help yourself survive the storm coming at you

if shadows haunt you at night stop and don’t be afraid
they have something to show you
if voices are mumbling in your mind stop and don’t shut them off
they have something to tell you
pay attention to them
listen to them
at some point in your life you will realise they ‘ve been right

Sweet Floyd

10.09.2012