I did it again
I hurt a friend
was not my intention
only a false pretension
to demonstrate superiority

superior I am not
that; myself was never taught
but I had to show off
certainly not something to be proud of
bad bad bad myself

an apology won’t do
but that’s just my point of view
trying might get you somewhere
making assumptions nowhere
apology accepted

random thoughts still in there
how can this become now fair
I know an apology is not enough
but this is where you end up when playing tough
lesson learned

Do I really care about me?
How bad can it really be?
hurting a friend is worse than hurting me
now myself I cannot forgive
and relief the pain

hope she is happy
far away from me
hope she is smiling
and never thinks of me
hope I can know so
hope I can set her free

Sweet Floyd

11.04.2011